Praise Night 2014 and other issues

It's funny how things play out.

I never really had a good life myself. Not so much suffering from physical pain. This is childish I know. But you, oh you, HAVE YOU had unfufillment issues? No? I didn't think so. Like, I'm extreme unfufillment. It's a mental leech.

So here we are. I am broken.

Praise nights are nice for this sort of thing. I get to praise God, right? It's always great to hear a sermon and praise freely.

But I'm scared. My thoughts are vile, violent, corrupt. I hate them and they always interrupt every single day of my life.

Still I'm glad I got to see other believers. New people are always a treat. But shouldn't I hang out with people then?

Ha, well I suppose I can't.

I've been told recently by big bro that I'm defined by my own choices. Which is true, except, I love fun too much. I DON'T believe I have that sort of power given to me, to overcome fun.

I have too issues simply because I'm stubborn.

Frozen Review

My first review!

Frozen? Proud of that movie. Before that, though:

SOME SPOILERS ABOUND!

Frozen is the movie of all movies. Why? You may ask. Well simply because it has a good plot, music, and characters.

Plot is awesome. In the (Norwegian?) kingdom of Arendelle, there were two princess sisters, Elsa and Anna. Elsa, the older one, has cryokinesis (ability to control ice and snow). One day, Elsa and Anna play and then Anna gets hit in the face by Elsa. Anna is healed by trolls but all her memories of her older sister's powers are erased, and the king vows to hide Elsa and her powers so that she hurts no one again, especially Anna (this was well-intentioned, no really). Years later their parents die and Elsa is set to become queen. Anna finds true love in Hans and after the coronation, asks for Elsa's blessing. The sisters bicker and Elsa's powers are revealed. The Snow Queen is forced to flee and accidentally causes a winter. Anna, come on go get her. However, things will get complicated.  Is there a secret usurper in the kingdom? Is a mountain man the love of Anna rather than Hans? How will the story end? One thing's for sure, and it's love.

Now characters. My favorite character is Anna. She is simply the true embodiment of true love, which I strive to be. Throughout the movie, she constantly goes after her sister and reassures everyone twice that Elsa did not mean to unleash her powers. She's naive, but very cute. I mean, her messy appearance when she wakes up, her voice (thank you Kristen Bell), her dorky mannerisms (favorite of mine is "Thanks! That was like a crazy trust exercise"), and most of all, her love for her sister Elsa. Next to Tangled, this has the best heroic sacrifice of all of movie history.

Elsa, our resident Snow Queen, I feel sad for. She shut herself away from Anna to protect the lil youngin from the snow powers the Snow Girl has. Anna can't remember this due to Trolls pulling some amnesia trick to cure the dainty, hyperactive girl. :( She runs away, finds out she nearly killed Arendelle, is nearly killed twice, arrested, and finds Anna dead in front of her eyes moments after the younger sister's sacrifice. DAMN. On another note, Elsa is hot. Enough discussion, just look at her. I mean, seriously.

Kristoff is awesome. He owns a reindeer, Sven, who's just adorable. He's hilarious, and masks his feelings for Anna. I mean, come on... he's better than Hans. That guy, now he was a jerk (you'll have to see the movie).

There are more characters, but let's move on to music. All songs are good. I recommend you guys try singing all of them. "Love is an Open Door" is not really sweet, but also a good foreshadowing device. Pay attention. "Let It Go" is an empowerment song with a flair of repression (thanks Idina Menzel), yay! Of course, don't even mention, "Do You Want to Build a Snowman" SO CUTE!

Go watch this or I'll wring the life out of you. ;)

Higher Calling, Moving

Hey guys, it's me again. Damn, is really hard to keep a blog.

So just to update you guys on a few things. One is that I moved to a new house. While the moving experience, I enjoy the final product. I should being strength train so I'm not a hinderance.

During this moving period I went to Higher Calling in San Diego. A lot of it was focused on missions. I feel that I want to go on missions but I'm not sure how to apply it. One lesson from it resonates from it strongly: I got to slow down and find time to the Bible, because God, the savior, beckons me too. No really, he keeps telling me to calm down and just trust Him. Music was good, thank you Undignified. :) Paul soonjang and Daniel were awesome leaders. I hope to apply more God in my life, thanks Man Above.

Homecoming

10/11/2013.

Here's the laydown:

I get there around opening. All the ladies look lovely, no? Hahaha. Anyway, the doors open. There's barely anyone there. People arrive later in fashion, as you can see.

Kind of awkwardly dance on the floor. Well geesh, what the heck. So I leave for the bar, after seeing people with drinks. I chug down soda or water for the rest of the night everytime I visit the bar. I liked the two to three workers there. They were very friendly. I wish they were my friends. Sometime later all the people start coming in. Not exciting still. But then the dancing starts. That's when it gets exciting.

Early on I leave to get food. It was like a pre-arranged menu. I got pasta. I was full or something at that time. I end up dancing like crazy for few hours straight. What happened was that I danced, sat down, danced sat down. Really I ending up dancing with a circle of five girls.

That's what I remembered. No, there was no alcohol, before you think that! -_- It was a fun night and I wish to do it again.

Updates

The first review for this blog will be Despicable Me. More to come soon.

Second, I have a game project that will be intended for Classic Game Room. Hopefully I can tour the area of Pittsburgh extensively. It would be nice if fans could help with content.

Regrets and Other stuff

Regret is the domineer. It is a powerful force, it commands my life. I honestly wonder why? What compels me to do stupid stuff?

My theory is hedonism. I love watching videos, playing games, and hoping to edit stuff. I was told today that when I was a kid my dad told my mom or me or both of us that I would "only focus on stuff I would like to do." Few days ago, I was told I like to shoot myself in the foot. Not literally. I can't get a gun, and I don't want to shoot myself in the foot. What a steep hospital build and a great time of agony that would be.

Back to the point, I end up getting distracted. And honestly, with a mix of Christian principles, closer to Puritan ethics, I end up trapping myself in an impossible set of standards. I have no idea what to believe in, I betrayed my closest ally out of ego and wanting to be accepted. So then what?

So then I throw myself back to my old idols. Lately, I've been returning to CGR for entertainment. That's a lot of fun, and I hope to go to Pittsburgh some day to meet Mark Bussler. I love the guy. He's funny, he seems happy everytime, he's successful (moderately), with a wife and a dog. Man, can't beat him.

Anyway, this distraction thing has lead me stay up late nights finishing my work, even as early as elementary school.

I hate lying. I lie out of fear of reputation- but what is the point of lying when there is no status that is really worth gaining in the world? Ugh. I would love to tell the truth. Do you work for that character or do you just have to realize it? I have lied often about doing my work. I have lied that I was listening when clearly I was not. I mean, seems minor, but come on, a lie in and of itself is BAD. It destroys trust, and that is not good whatsoever.

Those my two main regrets. Anyway, in the future, on my Youtube channel, I plan on making a few game reviews of games I own and post it on YT. Also on YT I will post stop motions for stuff like Transformers and all that.

Where's Minions?

Site Plans

So heres the laydown for the site content. It will contain:
Movie Reviews
Video Game Reviews
Journal Entries (sorta)
And that's what to expect. Stay tuned!